TeArs...

uncounted days and nights...
tears and sadness surround me asking me to surrender...
they form an attack to me now and i had done all my best for the counter-attack...
however, i never been awarded any medal of honor for keeping myself surviving, in fact i do had enough to keep them out-of-sight-out-of-mind situation...
i m just tired and going to surrender to these unbeatable creatures...
welcome their cruelest assault with my both open hand...wiping away little droplets of "waters" from the eyes...

tonite...i will again fall asleep...with my sadness n the missing feelings...
white flag was raised...i m tired...