TeArs...

uncounted days and nights...
tears and sadness surround me asking me to surrender...
they form an attack to me now and i had done all my best for the counter-attack...
however, i never been awarded any medal of honor for keeping myself surviving, in fact i do had enough to keep them out-of-sight-out-of-mind situation...
i m just tired and going to surrender to these unbeatable creatures...
welcome their cruelest assault with my both open hand...wiping away little droplets of "waters" from the eyes...

tonite...i will again fall asleep...with my sadness n the missing feelings...
white flag was raised...i m tired...

你的声音,
我好想听得见.

你的消息,
似乎远在天边.

没你的曰子里,
我依然过着平常的曰子.
但世界早已毁灭.

即使距离越来越远,
即使希望已不是希望,
我渴求,
我呐喊,
我挣扎,
我冷静,
我选择独自去体会...

寻找,迷惑,不解,愤怒,哀伤.
当一切已经习惯,
只有麻木..

今昔已是何曰?
却依然想念.